It's a beautiful town to me. I've lived the great majority of my adult life here so far. I have made many friends here and a lovely community of people I really love and trust. It's the place where I've found my first place of comfort in my own home. Friends that will stay with me in my heart forever. A strong love that just couldn't keep up with my wandering heart. And Winnipeg's music. I'm only just discovering the music...
Winnipeg is my home now, and I love it.
But after some recent life changes I believe I've decided that my heart wants to wander once again. My heart is telling me to do some more soul searching. To smell ocean air, to meditate, to play and dance and be with nature. I feel myself going to a very stable, sturdy career but I want to let go of responsiblity while I can, while I'm young and wild. I don't want that stable spot quite yet...
So I'm opening up to opportunity... And it feels so right. Raaaa I just want to run around and scream happy things!
I love home! I love what I do! I just want to love me! (and I do love me i just want to love being authentic me in every moment, which requires some alone ness, and some room for spontaneity... maybe possibly travel and space! And there's something about ocean air that I want to breathe.
At this time in my life, Winnipeg is my home and I love it. But I sense that some day my home will be by the sea in a small home far from too much noise. But that's a ways away!
Life in Winnipeg... I love Winnipeg but I won't forever be a prairie girl! Who knows! Maybe I won't forever be an ocean girl or a mountain girl... I'll just be water. Ebbing and flowing, shaping to whatever surroundings I so choose. Maybe I could make a home of any place I go. Maybe this is a skill I seek to find. Any which way, I love a lot about my surroundings and I'm excited to meet new surroundings, but I don't love some of what's inside, so I must let myself be free....
Lost heart! Soon to wander again!
And here is a video of me in the beginning of my travels in Maui, Hawaii...
